Role Reversal...
There are times when I feel like I'm 50 around here...like I'm the parent taking care of his kids. I know that that is what eventually happens as we get older, but I had never figured it to happen so soon. Anyway, it isn't as much as I'm purporting it to be, but nonetheless this is how I feel...frustrated and just exhausted. I need a vacation...a real one...it's been over a year and a half since I actually even had the opportunity to go on one, and even this year, when I had planned for another one, my attempts at saving money only resulted in a $600 traffic ticket ordeal...I have to admit that this of those times I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs saying, "WHY ME? WHAT DID I DO?" If I hadn't left my pack of cigarettes in my desk at work(for emergencies only), I would definitely be lighting up one of those bad boys right now. Matter of fact, I'm fighting a strong conviction to go out and get another pack. But alas, this is my story, and in time it shall all abate...and as always, this is my avenue of letting out what frustrations and perplexities plague my mind...

On a good note, I saw my friend H's news segment that she did for La City View(channel 35, for those in LA) and it was AWESOME. She rocks...she's doin it, livin the dream, dadadadada. I was so in shock to see her doin her thang...made me really proud. My friends are actually doin it out there...it's OUR turn to be up in the everything, and people's dreams are materializing right on front of my eyes...I hold nothing but the deepest respect and most profound admiration for my friends...their happiness mine also.